hey, it's just me

guilty

 today is never really like yesterday

today i woke up at 6 in the morning, fell to sleep aagain, and woke up suprisingly again at 10 in the morning.

my boyfriend came . he came when i was bathing in the shower. yay! i dressed like a mad man, just so fast- can’t even did my hair, then i openned the door.

he came in and asked for a glass of water. he looked so thirsty.

then we sat on the floor and talked about NG so interesting. we’re so amazed in fact that animals can think like human.wew!!

i feel like miss him and came close to him and i kissed him in the neck.

i kissed him again and again and again till we got drunk.

i kissed him and he kissed me. lay down and still kiss each other.

that was in the afternoon

in the evening, in college..we had a lil fight.

i was yelled to him too much and my tone of voice is quite so unwell, so mean

so bad..

by the time the situation is getting bad..im questioned him?

“are you angry?”

of course i know the answer is YES

but still, i wait for his reaction

by the time he said YES

i felt so guilty like i want to snapping my own face.

“i am sorry dear, can we get through this?” i said then

he said yes..even the look of his face was still mad

but he said let’s forgot that..

hhhh*sigh

this is the time when i realized i am such a stupid cause i am falling in love with him

sometimes it just feel so good to mean to someone, but the consequence is too much

i wont do that again to him, no more.

i love him

today, i realized someone  close like him should i keep safe

today, i know i am stupid yet i am loved by him

today, im so childish…

ola!

my name is Gill

this is my tumblr

and i really feel like blogging for real rite now :D

(tumblr is cool, don’t u think so?)

ahaha.

my platipity will be so much fun and i will share my life here.

strories, thoughts, dreams, and all my passions.

so be ready.

oya, i almost forget.

there i post my work of art (jahaha)

it’s red, and yeah..it’s nose and the hair below it become an “M” to build my real name, Mutiara Laksmi.

but please, just call me Gill

XD

* i’ll tell you about it in another time*

well, hopefully c u! (*_^)

ayayay!!